[	mood	|	indescribable	]
[	music	|	i caught fire - the used	]

no words for the way i feel right now! everything in the world that could ever make anyone happy is not even close to what i'm feeling right now. i love him so much, with all of my heart and with everything that i have.

i love you<3.

[	mood	|	bouncy	]
[	music	|	girls on film- duran duran	]

girls on film!!!

ahhhh sooooo excited for wednesday!!! cait muchos amor!

[	mood	|	dorky	]
[	music	|	ergo propter - daphne loves derby	]

there are not even enough words to describe the way i feel about this boy. he makes me feel at ease and never fails to put a smile on my face or to make my heart skip a beat. i could not be any happier than i am right now and i am so lucky that he fell into my twisted world.

life is pretty sweet right now cause i am in love and school is almost over and it's time for an endless summer.

i love my dylan<3.

[	mood	|	horny	]
[	music	|	carrion - fiona apple	]

this weekend was pretty good overall.

friday night - HANSON concert with sarah and danielle. wow it had to be one of the best nights ever!!! taylor hanson is gorgeous beyond words. i can't wait to see them in concert again on the next tour!

saturday - family party for my birthday...wasn't too bad. i became very angry when i all of a sudden wasn't allowed to go out with my dylan and some other people for his birthday :( i was really upset about that. then at 12ish i went out with jeff for a bit until 2. good times.

today - went to theresa's for nicky and al's graduation party. got upset cause i wasn't allowed to hang out with jeff again but i finally got to see dylan which was of course the highlight of my weekend...well it came pretty close to the hanson concert! i missed him far too much.

my life is absolutely amazing right now. i love my boyfriend so much more than i could ever say. school is practically over and summer is right around the corner. i am so happy that my friendship with jeff is starting/ is back to normal again. i really hated him being upset with me and not being sure of our friendship. he's helped me with a lot of things and i can always count on him. things are surely looking very nicely for me in the future :)

gosh i love you way too much<3.

[	mood	|	dorky	]
[	music	|	deeper - hanson	]

wow.

i love him.

end of story.

<3.

[	mood	|	excited	]
[	music	|	valiant - the spill canvas	]

it's friday and tonight is julie's sweet 16! so excited! thank god there is only one more week of actual school left and then finals and then finally it's summer! i'm so happy with almost everything right now. i just need to be a bit nicer but i don't always realize when i'm not and that certain things i say and do really hurt people i care about. i'm going to try to think more before i say things. other than that my life is pretty darn sweet!

... the truth is that i've never fallen so hard... <3.

[	mood	|	naughty	]
[	music	|	sex and candy by marcy playground	]

ahhh so today was/ still is for the next 5 minutes my birthday! this morning i went and took my permit test...i passed! then went for breakfast and manicures and pedicures with my mommy. came home showered and got ready. mandy stopped by to say happy birthday then i drove to court's house to see her a for a few minutes then went to pick up sa and samara. we went to the mall and did some shopping then sat around for a bit. then of course my dylan came :) we went for dinner at the outback and it was quite yummy. we met up with sarah jill samara and paul. my dad came and picked us up and we went back to my house for cake with my family. fun stuff.

this was by far the best birthday ever! i love my friends and my boyfriend is pretty amazing. words can not even begin to describe. tomorrow is my party and a whole bunch of us are going to the city for dinner and what not. then it's back to my house for a big slumber party!!! it's going to be some good stuff.

<3.

[	mood	|	exhausted	]
[	music	|	eastern homes and western hearts - day at the fair	]

things are going quite nicely for me right now. tonight wasn't bad like i expected it to be which made me happy. i was a bit shy but it could have been worse so that was a good start. all in all my night was pretty amazing except for the fact that doug is kinda mad at me and i hate when we fight especially since i got dragged into this one although he was being mean. my poor darling caitlin sat home all night and talked to john! yes! that's what i would have wanted to do but anyways talking to john always brings some good laughs. i heart you cait! chilled with cait for a bit today too. we went to the track meet at north and then back to my house. tomorrow i'm going driving! sweetness and what's even better is that my birthday is in six-mothereffing-days! so excited!

ummmm yea he's pretty sweet and i have no idea why he puts up with my shit but gosh i'm so lucky that he does <3.