||[Apr. 7th, 2006|10:23 pm]
|||||blinded when i see you - third eye blind||]|
well i haven't updated in a long time but here's my update. ummm let's start with junior ball. it was an interesting night but overall it was fun and my jb pic with doug actually came out quite nice. i have no friends except for court, steph, sarah and samara(that is very depressing compared to what my group of friends used to be). sometimes i hang out with other ppl but not really. my life is boring. i am alone. i feel like everyone else has someone else. i spend too much time alone and it makes me think. bad thinks happen when i think and then i cry. i feel used and lied to a lot. i am a nerd and actually did well in school this quarter. so far all i know is that i have an A in interior design and earth science and an A- in math and english. i am worried about college. i am excited for summer and being a camp counselor again. hopefully i will meet new people. i am going to italy tomorrow. i am very excited. it's going to be a really awesome vacation and i can't wait to take pictures. maybe this is what i need. maybe i just need to get away from things. oh well i will def. have things to update with when i get back.
my life has become a boring pop song and everyone is singing along...jack's mannequin.